这是不是最后一次了呢？知道你爱我，知道你在乎，知道你关心……那又怎么样？最后结果还不是吵架！为什么……我需要人聆听你不懂……只要聆听，静静聆听的一个人。不出声音也没有关系，你不会哄我，那么，你不要出声也没关系的。我不要你抛给我的问题，我不要那一大堆的问题!!! 情绪就快要崩溃了，我也只能静静的不出声，都在咬着自己的手哭，无能到如此地步，我到底是为了什么而活着？
到底是为了什么……还活着？
2011年6月16日星期四
2011年6月8日星期三
08/06/2011
unhappy...feeling lonely, i can talk to nobody...
whose door should i knock?
pretended to be happy for few minutes, then down for few hours in a quiet place...then forget about it on d other day. "Leave it leave it" again n again i told myself...scare it will explode one day when too much of tings accumulated...wat should i do wat should i do......
2011年6月3日星期五
03.06.2011 (Friday)
555...miss u madly~
suddenly felt so useless, i cant make many many money but duin noting at home. My mum dun let me go further, i noe she's juz too worry but wat to do she wont listen wat i'm trying to explain n lack of understanding on me X0 Haiz...20yrs ad stil cant get more freedom...
Sometimes i juz nid to steady enuf to my choice with respectness to my parents at d same time...but how hard it is to do so!
Wait, wait n wait~ Result faster cum out then i'll noe wat cn choose n wat to plan =.=
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